your neglegance is tearing me apart.
what I feel, but I have been ignored.
tell me you don’t love me.
tell me you never felt the same.
tell me we were just an optimistic dream.
tell me everytime you looked me in the eye
it was all lies.
but please, don’t just leave me here.
tell me you never cared.
tell me your words were empty.
tell me your heart was dead.
tell me everytime my hand found yours
it meant nothing.
but please, don’t just leave me here.
I think I could handle knowing
that everything I thought we were
was nothing.
I think I could handle knowing
that you never cared,
it was all a lie.
but I don’t think I could live knowing
that you left,
and felt the same way I do.
because how I feel now
is killing me inside.
I can’t live a day
without feeling like
my world is dying without you in it.
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Where are you when I need you
I feel like everyday is mocking itself
my life is a joke
that everyone understands but me.
you seem like your never here.
Find me and bring me home
I want to feel your love again
I want to feel your warmth on my skin
the storms are almost over
I bury my face into your chest
and cry out for your touch
you ask me where I have been
but I have no answer.
make me more like you.
make my life important again.
you’re all I have, God.
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I hope your happy.
She doesn’t understand.
she never will.
how can you embrace
the sick, fake smiles
this safe, sad raft you made
will not hold you long
it is paper-thin and
false.
you are so much more than what
you believe.
I loved you.
I must bite my tongue
and sit and smile.
for such a beautiful person,
I will act for you. the way you want me to.
